Kastrenzo

I think something died inside of me after my ME3 Ending. I'm not even sure if I ever want to play the game again.

SPOILERSIt's not because it was a bad ending, it's just because it tore my heart out, Shepard died in the end, he gave his life to save the galaxy, but he still died, Garrus and Tali, My long time favorite teammates, the latter being the charachter I "romanced", also died shortly before he did. And likley all his other friends did aswell.

It tears the heart out of me because it doesn't even seem like it's the same game. I mean it's Science fiction and all, but the Reapers thing was still somewhat grounded in feasibliy, In the end it was some kind of Synthetic/Machine God or other entity. it didn't fit and it in a lot of ways, it did ruin the game for me.

I think what hurts me the most is, I knew it was the end of the series, but I was expecting a kind of ending that would result in either, A - Failure or B - The main charachters *who survived* come home and celebrate victory before fading into obscurity, retiring, dying of old age. whatever.

There's just some things I know now, that I wish I had never known, and left it up to imagination,
Like Tali's face, The Protheans,  and obviously, the end of this series.

I'm at a complete loss of words. I don't know what to say about the ending, I'm just in complete shock,
I don't want to say that I hate the ending, but I did not like it at -all-.

Everything about Mass effect 3 was -amazing-, until the suicide run for the Conduit. Which everyone except Shepard and Anderson get killed, your teammates included, Garrus and Tali were incinerated by Harbinger while they were behind me.  I was really looking forward to having more Talks about Calibrations and Drunken Quarian moments.